Saturday, December 27, 2008

December

How can you get a warm feeling while it snows?
The thought of the season changing makes you fuzzy inside.
Mother nature letting you know you are a part of everything

The snow makes everything better.
You could see light in dark places
and that always makes you feel a little brighter!

People become jolly for love will always be near.
The human race remembers why we are all here.
Why we are here, only the world can share
but why not stop and think the maybe its to care?

The gifts will a rive and joy will be spread
and maybe that's how we all need to finish up the year!
Maybe the gifts are just symbols of love
Whether you get what you want who cares
--its what you need and that is love!

Your close ones will be there to start the New Year
and share a toast of love and good cheer.
You start it off with love and maybe bad times will come,
but when nature turns cold again you know love will find its way again.

Doesn't it make you feel that you are a part of everything. And in the coldest month we always find more joy then ever!!!

Friday, December 12, 2008

My Soul

Could I live without you?
The sun would shine and rain would fall,
but would I still see the beauty of it all?

Could I hear the world around me without you?
Music would play and the birds would sing,
but would I hear what they mean?
The songs would play for others but not for me.

Could I live somewhere without you?
The walls would be built and the paint would lay,
but would I ever be home?
How could walls be home when you are gone?

Could I dream without you?
My eyes would close and color may come,
but would I really have a picture to see?
Dreams would mean nothing without you!

Could I love without you?
My heart would feel for close friends and family,
but could I really fall again?
Maybe time could tell.

My eyes would still see,
My eyes still hear,
My body still be warm or cold,
My dreams still come, and
My heart still beat,
but without my soul, would I still be?
-NEVER-

others

So I have been thinking a lot of negative thoughts lately about others and it needs to stop. My last two post are all about how I am not really liking certain people at the time and it's not true at all. For the most part I feel that I am a happy person and try my hardest to look at the best side of a person and lately I have not been doing that at all!

With looking around on how people treat each other today, why do I really need to be like that?

just a thought

Monday, December 1, 2008

jobs

So I am a nanny and with that job I feel that I become close to the child or children I am watching. I do not understand why, when someone hires you, they do not tell you the whole truth about themselves or even your job.

I am currently working for a family that has just told me that they do not need me help come after the holidays. The reasons that were giving were the following: 1. She wants to spend more time with her son. 2. Her back is not a problem anymore so she can handle more activities. 3. Money. 4. She will just need me as a babysitter is she goes out on the weekends.

I understand that she wants to spend more time with her son. If I had a child of my own I would want to spend all the time in the world with them so this part does not bother me. I only spend 2 days a week with her child and when I do watch him, it is mostly during his nap time, but I still understand her reason.

I understand that I was hired because she had back issues and she could not do a lot of activities, but I do not understand why this needs to be mentioned. I was like hired under the fact that if her back was better I would be laid off.

Do not tell me that you do not have the money to keep me when you go out and buy different things that you do not need everyday. If you shop at a store that is name brand and buy the most expensive thing in that store, I would think you need to stop buying it if you do not have the money. Do not offer me a glass of expensive wine to tell me you do not need me anymore.

When I left her house that day, I was very upset. I have only worked there for maybe a year and have become very close to them. I was upset because I feel that she hire me knowing that I would see be "let go" when she wanted me to be. People say all the time that it is just a job and you can find more of them, but when you are welcomed into someones home and grown with them, to me it becomes more then a job. If you are to hire someone, the way I was, I would like to be told that I am only need until her back gets better, or any of the following. While working there I had the feeling that I might be there for awhile because that is the way this women came across and to me it just hurt.

I was also let go at a very bad time. I know the time is not her fault, but it is a time when no one is hiring because this nations economy is awful and it is holiday season so no one is really looking for someone after Jan. and that is when I need a job. I just don't understand people.

just a thought